hmm

UPDATE: i didn't manage to get up and go for pump

seeing someone now.. nice and sweet. looks wise not exactly my type but ok la. he looks smart and sharp in shirts. hit it off really well, spent almost the entire weekend together and we can really talk. struggling a bit to just let myself go and be cared for. Can see this time round its really him who wants to meet up more than me. It used to be always the opposite. Its not like i dun want to meet him, i do miss him actually, but just..its like, the desire is not as strong and i feel bad. Its such feelings that make me question about the feasibility of us. just dun like the feeling of thinking i may not be giving the person his worth. But whenever i meet up with him the feeling is just there, just right. He has a very nasal voice tho. haha.

melbourne trip in less than 2 weeks' time and i'm still not really preparing. diez. teboy asked me how much money i changing. didn't really think about it, told him $500. hope its enough.

Oly E-P1 (aka trv.frost) got a firmware update today! updating was a breeze. but too tired to try anything. yet i still had the energy to shop on ebay! wahaha. keep going back to look at the oakley toolbox 4.0 backpack. damn nice.. Went with Ryan to Mont Blanc yesterday also.. that was only me 2nd time entering Mont Blanc. He wanted to buy a wallet for his Sam. There was one 'checked' wallet damn nice!! and i was surprised it costs only $330. Too bad Sam only wants wallet with coin compartments. wasted lahhh....

goodnite! =p

anyway. first time i hit my incentives! Tier 2. ok la. not too bad. and the best thing is the Long term promise arrangements seem to be pretty effective! as of yesterday, already 108 promises kept, target is 350. pretty decent i think. last mth was so worried KP won't be enough. now i'm more worried about the $$ collected. time to offer more rebates!

worried about kc... sigh. went out with RJ for dinner. went shop shop.. really just on very frenly terms with him. a new fren found! =]

trying to get myself up tmr morning for 7am pump at paragon. hehe. u think i'm gonna make it? =p

ha! another late night

after hot flow yoga yesterday and then bodypump tdy, i tot ok, i must sleep today. no online pls. and i tot ok, why not leave a line on my blog and go sleep. came online and it didn't stop.

MC asked me, what is love. how u know its love.

love is.. thinking of the person all the time, u think of him when going to bed, have him on ur mind when making decisions, its having him beside u when sleeping even tho after like 30 mins u'll stop hugging each other and sleep apart. Its about just having him beside u in bed, altho it had been uncomfy squeezing in a super single bed or worrying about ur family coming back the next day and u gotta make sure both of u wake up in time to leave before they come back. Or its about sleeping together on holiday, at chalet, hotel, etc, and hope the end of the trip doesn't come. its just...about sharing, converging 2 individuals, not necessarily into 1 life but to run along towards the same point at the horizon. looking fwd to loving again..