Wat a day!

Well, I THINK i finally hit Tier 1 already.. but its pro-rated targets la. I think next month no more liao. Hope this mth's long-term promises come in next mth then no need so bia next mth.. Somemore going for compliance leave. Now... hoping can hit Tier 2 actually, yet already quite nua to cheong. hehe.

Went to Yann's dermatologist finally on tue during lunch =P and spent $310.. as expected, no cure for my panda eyes, just try to lighten. So tired these few days cuz rushing a freelance poster for food republic. Poster for Nasi Briyani - Teh Tarik combo set. HAHA. Finally finished, shd be final revision liao.

Got time-off 1hour tomoro! I want to go gym.

Anyway, watched 'The Proposal' with Bian, Shuyin, Daphne, Emily, and co. Wrote a little after-tot after the show: -

Just finished watching 'The Proposal' with my colleagues. Wasn't a fantastic show but I think it finally made me think why I wanna be in love, and what made it so tough to get over Cody.

Intimacy is wat that is so, so special between humans. It's not the sex, not the nakedness, not the orgasm. It's...watching that one person u are so close to, the closest in ur life at that point in ur life, watch him sleep. I miss most about that in a relationship. To be just there, to feel him near, watch him breathe gently, heart beating, and smell that scent exuding from him.

About marriage.. It's such a, may I say sacred thing, that commits and devotes each other to their lives. You no longer are trying to find ur goals in life with ur bf, u are just going TO those goals in life, hand in hand. And guess wat, Cody proposed to me. NZ. That's where he planned for our wedding. Sceptical and almost ridiculous it was to me, it probably touched me heart deep deep down inside. To have someone so serious and really ready to devote and commit, was a damn powerful thing.

No bf won't die. It's just a sweeter journey in life with someone to support you, and knowing someone needs u in his life as well. To share the good, the bad and your rewards, the achievements in life.