hmm

UPDATE: i didn't manage to get up and go for pump

seeing someone now.. nice and sweet. looks wise not exactly my type but ok la. he looks smart and sharp in shirts. hit it off really well, spent almost the entire weekend together and we can really talk. struggling a bit to just let myself go and be cared for. Can see this time round its really him who wants to meet up more than me. It used to be always the opposite. Its not like i dun want to meet him, i do miss him actually, but just..its like, the desire is not as strong and i feel bad. Its such feelings that make me question about the feasibility of us. just dun like the feeling of thinking i may not be giving the person his worth. But whenever i meet up with him the feeling is just there, just right. He has a very nasal voice tho. haha.

melbourne trip in less than 2 weeks' time and i'm still not really preparing. diez. teboy asked me how much money i changing. didn't really think about it, told him $500. hope its enough.

Oly E-P1 (aka trv.frost) got a firmware update today! updating was a breeze. but too tired to try anything. yet i still had the energy to shop on ebay! wahaha. keep going back to look at the oakley toolbox 4.0 backpack. damn nice.. Went with Ryan to Mont Blanc yesterday also.. that was only me 2nd time entering Mont Blanc. He wanted to buy a wallet for his Sam. There was one 'checked' wallet damn nice!! and i was surprised it costs only $330. Too bad Sam only wants wallet with coin compartments. wasted lahhh....