Tekong!

Yesterday, Tham told me a piece of news i'd never want to hear! Both Andy and I are scheduled for BMT recourse in mid-July!!! That came too soon for me coz i haven't been able to build up my medical history on my back pain..I really have back pain!!

Called up Xane's 'back specialist', watever the specific name is called,,and arranged an appointment on thu.
Den i kept thinking..why am i avoiding the recourse? Choralee concert is in August!!! But then i tot..why not make use of the chance to get fit before i ORD? should i? i dunno!!! Afterall..i think Chorale has more than enough guys for the concert..so missing the concert won't pose much of a harm to chorale actually...So why not just go for it, pass out in sept and start clearing leave?!

So should i go for the appointment with the specialist?

I've asked..If i get downgraded (again) to Pes C, i can skip the July recourse, but they'll schedule me for modified BMT in Oct no matter wat..Then i won't be able to clear leave!! Unless...i try to siam the modified BMT too...arghh...

So..actually i feel likej going ahead with the July recourse, and risk missing In Song @ Esplanade e again....with my programme book design representing me at Esplanade...HAI!!!!!! i'm really at a lost...


Anyway..its been a long while since i blogged ya? Its because it was my long weekend in 3 bloody weeks!!! Fri, went Changi Village and Changi Beach...and saturday went to pig out after chorale. Man , i hadn't pigged like i did for a long time!!! And i had a nightmatre after that...dreamt that the audition went awfully wrong and witnessing a tsunami caused by a secret government experiment gone wrong!!! Ok, i suppose the audtion part was well, coz of the audition and the tsunami was coz of Changi beach!!..Government part i guess is the Integral Resort thingy..hahaha......

I'll go dream about tekong now...