Damn

Reading Yann's post on Pulau Ubin, this and that just made me feel sianz lo. ha. i'm so negative right.

I mentioned before, with my job, there's no weekends for me. I can't even like, you know, after work, go have dinner with my love or family. Leisure time for the others is my work time.

But then again, haven't been smooth in going for appointments anyway. Supposed to meet this girl at 11am later, called her to confirm and smsed too..no reply. Look! There goes another aeroplane!

Waited for Dot last night to counter-sign the proposal form till 1.40am..ha..stupid of me man. Met her soooo many times for her case but just die die forget to let her sign proposal. I pity myself but i know its not right. Ha..

I was telling Belinda yesterday on our way to Tampines about my experience with my warm market, that approaching friends is difficult when you are guilty of wat you're going to get them to do. Belinda told me she feels very ostracized after becoming an adviser and she feels very pai seh to approach frens. So i told her, we should not feel pai seh to do so, coz wat we'll be planning for them is for their own good. We can plan all we want and friends may still not sign up. Then its ok, we've done our job. We'll feel bad about asking frens out coz sometimes we may think 'wat are we getting our frens into by getting them to sign up a policy?'. But its a totally wrong mindset for us advisers. Believe in the role of insurance in our frens' lives, and you'll have no problem approaching them, Belinda!

I was thinking of spending a night with Cody camping at either Changi Beach, East Coast or Pulau Ubin but realised its the 7th month(s)(got 2 months this year)..so better not..haha..Next Saturday is our 3rd monthliversary..hee! But stupidly i signed up for roadshow, so we'll postpone our so-called celebration.. =p Sorry dear!